Confessions of a researchaholic

2013-02-27

Credit

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 6:55 pm
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There were certainly many people get involved in the creation of iPad, but Steve Jobs is the only one who got credit for it.
(Replace iPad + Steve Jobs with whatever product + creator pair you like, and you get what I mean.)

So, you either be one who can get credit for something (entrepreneur/inventor could be a good start if you have the brain and gut for it), or work for those who can get credits (if you prefer a more stable and secure life).
This is a tradeoff. But in either case, do not whine.

2013-02-12

Anger

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 11:12 am
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A few evenings ago while tunneling through one of the numerous secret passageways of Hogwarts I overheard a heated argument between a pair of young student couples.

They clearly thought it was a sufficiently secluded place for letting go all of their inner emotions.

It was quite enjoyable to feel so much energy in the kind of anger signature of young couples. After they are older, they will cool off, and silently resent and despise each other.

2013-02-11

Disappointment

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 1:13 pm
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I avoid airline check-in counters because it is a huge waste of time and I seldom bother with luggage anyway, but a few flights ago I had to do it due to malfunctioning self-check-in kiosks. While laboring with an agent, I overheard the conversation in an adjacent counter.
I did not watch the customer because my visual cortex was occupied with mental seat-map upload, but from his voice and intonation I pictured a high level corporate manager in his 50s with bristle white hair in a business suit.

The guy was hissing out sentences like “this is totally unacceptable; I am a XXXX elite status member”, in a tone of shock, indignation, and disappointment.

Gosh. If I had known the company he worked for I would have shorted it.

Self-note: dealing with check-in counters might not be such a bad thing because it provides opportunities for observing humanity under emotional stress.

2013-02-09

Wedding photo of my grandparents

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 1:25 pm
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My father dug out this old photo of my (paternal) grandparents’ wedding, which took place near the end of WW2 in Jiangxi province, China.

I am not sure why, but such old photos tend convey a unique sense of beauty.

This particular one also carries some historical background.
My grandfather was a KMT air force officer, *lucky* enough to have spent the best part of his life in the most *interesting* segment of the Chinese history.
He has fought the warlords and the Asian theatre of WW2, which was almost done during his wedding. He probably thought the peace was finally coming without realizing that the commies were around the corner and a full scale civil war would break out just a year later. (As a further twist, Jiangxi province, where he stationed and married, was the origin of Chinese commies.)

It is just so romantic to get married in the middle of all these shit-storms. I can imagine the photo declaring to the whole world that “we know there is a lot of crap going on right now. But screw you all. We are getting married today. This is our world and nothing is going to stop us”.

Date: April 4, 1945
Place: Jiangxi Province, (likely) Jiujiang City (九江), China

2013-01-27

漸漸

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 1:06 am
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【侯 文詠】漸漸

最近有個餐飲界的病人和我大談經營理念,談著談著我忽然豁然開朗。原來這個人經營的是色情酒店。不但如此,他得意地自誇旗下女將清一色是大專程度以上。知識份子怎麼會去從事色情陪酒行業?!我們不免好奇十足。

「其實很簡單,我刊登廣告,徵求大專程度以上的女性會計。凡是應徵者都必須檢具學歷證書。」

「你刊登不實廣告,誘騙應徵少女。」他神秘地笑:「我們的會計薪水是比別人高沒錯。不過每個小姐一來我都說得很清楚。我們這裡的確有色情陪酒。但是領會計的薪水絕對只能做會計的工作。和裡面陪酒的小姐完全不同。絕不強迫。」

「那 就領薪水,好好地做個會計。」我問。

「是做會計沒錯。不過日子久了,和裡面端盤子的小姐熟了,大家都一樣是大專畢業的,好溝通。忙不過來的時候幫忙端個盤子,送送酒,也是常有的事。這個時候我就告訴小姐;你看,當會計領一萬二千元,端盤子送酒薪水二萬四,端盤子又不陪客人,不是什麼壞事,反正你都常常端盤子,為什麼不乾脆領二萬四?」

「這樣說個幾次就開始動搖了。同樣都是工作,為什麼不領二萬四呢?俱樂部的規定是,端盤子的小姐不准坐下來陪客人喝酒,這樣和坐檯小姐才有區別。可是日子久了,客人熟了,也會意思意思要求喝杯酒。開頭總是不願意,後來熬不過就喝一杯。說是站著喝。」

「一開始喝酒就好辦了。站著喝酒薪水是二萬四,坐著喝是四萬八,客人給的小費還不包括在內。同樣都是大專畢業,為 什麼錢賺的比別人少?!就會有人勸她了,人都在裡面了,外面的人誰知道你是端盤子,還是坐檯呢?!再說自己真的清白,別跟客人出場就好了,陪客人喝酒,就算在社會上交際應酬也是常有的事。」

「於是坐下來當坐檯小姐。剛開始一定規規矩矩地喝酒。也不隨便跟客人出場。這一行競爭大,領四萬八慢慢就會嫌不夠了。只 好挑看得順眼的客人給帶出場了。作久了,總是會給厲害的客人佔便宜,哭哭啼啼鬧一陣子也就好了。畢竟讀過書,狠下心來做得更利落、更敢,客人喜歡,我也得意,這是兩廂情願的事。」

他停了一下又說:「我從來沒有強迫過別人,也從來不擔心找不到小姐,反正這個環境慢慢會改變她們,直到她們根本忘記自己原來的想法和樣子!!」

我愈聽眼睛睜得愈大,從不曾想過在這樣不疾不徐的瑣碎裡,竟也有血肉飛濺似的驚心動魄。豐子愷寫過文章感嘆:使人生圓滑進行的微妙要素,莫如「漸」;造物主騙人的手段,也莫如「漸」。

在不知不覺中,天真浪漫的孩子「漸漸」變成野心勃勃的青年。慷慨豪俠的青年「漸漸」變成冷酷的成人;血氣旺盛的成人「漸漸」變成頑固的老頭子!!

對時間的感嘆,本是人類共同的命運,儘管悲傷,大自然不變的法則是誰都沒話說的事。可是對於意識形態,價值之漸,卻叫人坐立不安。

原來是錯的事,為什麼「漸漸」變成對的事??原本可恥的事,為什麼又「漸漸」人人爭相追逐??整個臺北市翻翻補補,敲敲打打,還有政治風暴、金融危機、社會秩序動盪,彷彿整個城市快傾毀了,可是這時代更叫人無法忍受的卻是那種無聲無息,無法感受的(漸),扭曲意識形態,把人的尊嚴、我們活著僅仰賴的那一點感覺吃掉。

無從捉摸,無法抵擋的墮落與沉淪。 漸漸之可怕,在於我們的不知不覺。世界上沒有任何東西是永遠不變的,唯一不變的只有一件事,就是任何東西都在變!

2012-11-21

Flesh UI

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 2:52 am
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I have a primary bank in Asia and a primary bank in the US.

The online banking of that US bank is very easy to use; the UI design is likely good enough for a textbook example.

In contrast, online banking for that Asia bank is extremely difficult to use (even for a computer scientist); the UI design is so bad that it can also serve as a textbook example.

I have been wondering how that Asia bank could have survived its customer complains about UI. Today, I found out the answer.

I needed to conduct a transaction that (to the extent I can figure out through that UI jungle) cannot be done online. So I went to a local branch. The (human) bank clerks were so efficient that the entire process probably took less time than doing it online by myself.

So I guess most people in Asia simply do banking with real humans. It is not only because human labors are more abundant in Asia, but also that Asians have more inherent distrusts for online banking.

Lesson learned: a bad UI needs fix only if used.

2012-10-02

How to adjust for jetlag

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 7:26 pm
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I have a very simple trick that works very well for me (I am a frequent time-zone hopper) and I believe it will work for everyone with sufficient will power.

Exercise. A lot of it.

The reasons are simple.
It is very unlikely for one to fall asleep during exercise, while very likely for one to after a long arduous one.
And it is extremely healthy, compared to alternatives (e.g. taking drugs).

All cardio-exercises will do, but my favorite is swimming; it is the least likely place to sleep within (especially if the water is not too warm) and most likely inducement for sleep afterwards (given the same amount of workout time).

2012-06-23

Alan Turing centennial

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 10:11 am
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He would be glad to know that his intellectual offsprings have become so powerful that a smart brain operating from a single room can have the potential to conquer the entire world.

2012-03-24

Fooled by randomness

Filed under: Real — liyiwei @ 11:41 pm
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Feeling down from some recent rejections? I hope this post will make you more positive. The gist: never, ever, quit.

Assume you are throwing N loaded dices, each with a probability p for coming up head.

Now, if p is greater than 0 and smaller than 1, there is always a chance that the N dices will come up with all heads or all tails. And the smaller the N value, the more likely for such extreme cases to happen.

This is all pure chance. But unfortunately, human brains have difficulty accepting randomness, and always want to impose determinism, e.g. patterns or rules or causalities.
For example, if you are a scholar submitting N papers to a conference, you will likely consider yourself to be very good/bad (or the paper committee has treated you very well/badly) if all N submissions are accepted/rejected.

This human fallacy is brilliantly illustrated by Nassim Nicholas Taleb’s book “Fooled by Randomness”.

However, even without reading that book, I can recommend a very simple remedy: law of large numbers. This is a well-known mathematical theorem, which says that the expected value of a random variable can be more accurately predicted by averaging a larger number of samples.

So, for example, to measure your intrinsic paper acceptance rate towards a specific conference, you can take the total number of acceptances divided by the total number of submissions. This will be a much more meaningful measure than your acceptance rate for a single year, especially if you have a sufficient number of submissions across multiple years.

For example, the plot below shows my cumulative acceptance rate for SIGGRAPH, the top venue for computer graphics and interactive techniques. As you can see, the rate seems to be gradually converging to a certain value, around 0.34. This is much more stable measure than my yearly rate, which can be anywhere between 0 and 1.

Now, if you are new to a field, your rate will have a higher variance, just like the initial portions of mine. I was lucky that I had a good start which boosted my confidence. (Initial condition is actually very important and has been found to greatly influence the performance of many careers, e.g. hockey players. Note to myself: dig out that book/article. I guess it should be Geoff Colvin’s “Talent is Overrated” or Malcolm Gladwell’s “Outliers”.) However, if you happen have an unlucky start, do not give up too early; hang on for a while, so that you can have a chance to see your *intrinsic performance*.
As you can see, my intrinsic performance did not really show up until about a decade doing SIGGRAPH.

(With all these rational arguments, I have to confess that it still hurts to get rejected!)

Some notes about the graph: (1) I plot SIGGRAPH at integer years and SIGGRAPH Asia at integer + 0.5 years, (2) missing data points are for years which I did not submit anything (2004 and 2005 while in NVIDIA and 2011.5 when I have nothing to submit for SIGGRAPH Asia 2011), (3) a more accurate measure would be “moving average” (with exponential decay of past values) but I probably need another 10 years to warrant this, (4) I really want to improve my intrinsic rate to at least 50 percent!, (5) I guess the ultimate test is to have multiple disjoint committees + reviewers, all with similar qualities, to evaluate the same batch of submissions, and see if they will accept similar sets of papers.

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