Confessions of a researchaholic

2013-03-03

Intrinsic

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A really beautiful woman can shine without makeup or enhancement12.
A truly capable man can function without job title or institution13.

1Replace man and woman above with unisex nouns if you like. I do not mean to be a sexist; the sentences just flow better.

2To sense whether that someone is for you, see her true self; wake up early on a Sunday morning, sneak beside her bed, and watch her sleep.

3I spent my early childhood listening to my grandparents’ stories on how they survived WW2 and how untrustworthy governments can be. I became one of the few in my (and younger) generation with this innate distrust of institutions. (Self psycho-analysis indicated this is a main source of my inclination towards individualism + self-reliance and my philosophical difficulty working in a company.) If you have no idea what I am talking about, try “Wealth, War and Wisdom” by Barton Biggs. (The book succeeded in conveying the sense of institutional distrust, even though I do not agree with all the points.)

2013-02-14

Liberal art

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 6:40 pm
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This is a random collection of thoughts after watching this movie, liberal arts, on a recent flight.

I like the movie; it is funny, informational, and the characters are cute (especially the one played by Elizabeth Olsen).

I finally got what it meant by liberal art college: basically, the kind of schools that trains one to be a generalist rather than for a specific profession. Quote from the movie: “I majored in English and minored in history just to make sure I am fully unemployable”.

I think computer science is some kind of liberal art: writing good codes is a lot like writing good proses, designing good algorithms is a lot like designing good plots, and making good UIs is a lot like making good plays!

From now on I am going to proclaim I do liberal art, in a more employable fashion.
🙂

2013-01-27

漸漸

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 1:06 am
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【侯 文詠】漸漸

最近有個餐飲界的病人和我大談經營理念,談著談著我忽然豁然開朗。原來這個人經營的是色情酒店。不但如此,他得意地自誇旗下女將清一色是大專程度以上。知識份子怎麼會去從事色情陪酒行業?!我們不免好奇十足。

「其實很簡單,我刊登廣告,徵求大專程度以上的女性會計。凡是應徵者都必須檢具學歷證書。」

「你刊登不實廣告,誘騙應徵少女。」他神秘地笑:「我們的會計薪水是比別人高沒錯。不過每個小姐一來我都說得很清楚。我們這裡的確有色情陪酒。但是領會計的薪水絕對只能做會計的工作。和裡面陪酒的小姐完全不同。絕不強迫。」

「那 就領薪水,好好地做個會計。」我問。

「是做會計沒錯。不過日子久了,和裡面端盤子的小姐熟了,大家都一樣是大專畢業的,好溝通。忙不過來的時候幫忙端個盤子,送送酒,也是常有的事。這個時候我就告訴小姐;你看,當會計領一萬二千元,端盤子送酒薪水二萬四,端盤子又不陪客人,不是什麼壞事,反正你都常常端盤子,為什麼不乾脆領二萬四?」

「這樣說個幾次就開始動搖了。同樣都是工作,為什麼不領二萬四呢?俱樂部的規定是,端盤子的小姐不准坐下來陪客人喝酒,這樣和坐檯小姐才有區別。可是日子久了,客人熟了,也會意思意思要求喝杯酒。開頭總是不願意,後來熬不過就喝一杯。說是站著喝。」

「一開始喝酒就好辦了。站著喝酒薪水是二萬四,坐著喝是四萬八,客人給的小費還不包括在內。同樣都是大專畢業,為 什麼錢賺的比別人少?!就會有人勸她了,人都在裡面了,外面的人誰知道你是端盤子,還是坐檯呢?!再說自己真的清白,別跟客人出場就好了,陪客人喝酒,就算在社會上交際應酬也是常有的事。」

「於是坐下來當坐檯小姐。剛開始一定規規矩矩地喝酒。也不隨便跟客人出場。這一行競爭大,領四萬八慢慢就會嫌不夠了。只 好挑看得順眼的客人給帶出場了。作久了,總是會給厲害的客人佔便宜,哭哭啼啼鬧一陣子也就好了。畢竟讀過書,狠下心來做得更利落、更敢,客人喜歡,我也得意,這是兩廂情願的事。」

他停了一下又說:「我從來沒有強迫過別人,也從來不擔心找不到小姐,反正這個環境慢慢會改變她們,直到她們根本忘記自己原來的想法和樣子!!」

我愈聽眼睛睜得愈大,從不曾想過在這樣不疾不徐的瑣碎裡,竟也有血肉飛濺似的驚心動魄。豐子愷寫過文章感嘆:使人生圓滑進行的微妙要素,莫如「漸」;造物主騙人的手段,也莫如「漸」。

在不知不覺中,天真浪漫的孩子「漸漸」變成野心勃勃的青年。慷慨豪俠的青年「漸漸」變成冷酷的成人;血氣旺盛的成人「漸漸」變成頑固的老頭子!!

對時間的感嘆,本是人類共同的命運,儘管悲傷,大自然不變的法則是誰都沒話說的事。可是對於意識形態,價值之漸,卻叫人坐立不安。

原來是錯的事,為什麼「漸漸」變成對的事??原本可恥的事,為什麼又「漸漸」人人爭相追逐??整個臺北市翻翻補補,敲敲打打,還有政治風暴、金融危機、社會秩序動盪,彷彿整個城市快傾毀了,可是這時代更叫人無法忍受的卻是那種無聲無息,無法感受的(漸),扭曲意識形態,把人的尊嚴、我們活著僅仰賴的那一點感覺吃掉。

無從捉摸,無法抵擋的墮落與沉淪。 漸漸之可怕,在於我們的不知不覺。世界上沒有任何東西是永遠不變的,唯一不變的只有一件事,就是任何東西都在變!

2012-12-02

Novelty

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We like the novelty of giving up what we know, and we like the novelty of coming to know something we did not know. Otherwise, we would just hold on to what we have, and that's not very interesting. - Jasper Johns

2012-08-24

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2012-08-15

How to be more creative

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 4:55 pm
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[Work in progress; this is a darn hard one to write, but I finally decided to start as triggered by a conversation with my MSR colleagues last dinner.]

This is the holy grail among all questions related to research, or any other intellectual pursuits. I used to (and still) think creativity is more of an innate talent and personality trait than something that can be taught. But I have finally gathered some anecdote to start something concrete. Some of these came from my own experiences and some from people I know. So it is a very personal perspective, and I cannot guarantee anything.

I summarize these into two main aspects, divergence and convergence. The goal is to have both in a right balance. My take is that either is hard, and the right combination is even harder.

Divergence

Many good ideas were generated by exposure to diversity, such as learning from different fields, interacting different people, and experiencing different cultures.
Examples:
(1) computer graphics is known to borrow ideas from other fields, such as physics, art, psychology, perception, architecture, interaction, etc.,
(2) a disproportional number of project ideas in Microsoft Research came from smart people talking to each other; I have heard plenty interesting stories on how an idea originated and transformed, often through multiple years and multiple folks, into a final project idea (that often bears little resemblance to the original idea, such as my SIGGRAPH 2011 paper on “non-linear revision control for images” which originated from “deformable BTF texture synthesis”),
(3) people who are multilingual and/or have been living in different countries/cultures tend to be more successful [dig out that economist(?) article].

Try to be playful and willing to take risks. Happier people tend to be more creative [dig out the source]. Those not willing to take risks usually end up with ordinary performance; this is evident in not only entrepreneurship but more mundane stuff like paper submissions: aiming for a more prestigious venue often encourages (or forces) people to be bolder.

Convergence

God/devil is in the details. Many good ideas came by carefully studying a subject. My SIGGRAPH 2011 paper on “differential domain analysis” was originated from the trigonometric transform equation which I discovered by trying to solve a puzzle of my previous SIGGRAPH 2010 paper on “multi-class blue noise sampling” (the equation first appeared on the technical report published the previous year in 2009).

Sometimes one has to be a perfectionist, pushing things beyond the very top level, to discover the golden nugget of ideas. This was the case for my SIGGRAPH 2011 paper on “discrete element textures “, which went through multiple submissions to the point that the authors started to feel desperate and only be saved by the discovery of a very important key idea (sample based representation that requires only positional but not rotational information).

2012-08-13

Rules

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 10:52 am
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“Rules are mostly made to be broken and are too often for the lazy to hide behind” – Douglas MacArthur

Add-on #1: just don’t get caught. 🙂

Add-on #2: if you do, pretend you don’t know the rules. 🙂

It takes courage to break rules, intelligence to know which rules to break and how, and imagination to get away with it.
This is why I consider breaking rules as both a good training and testing.

2012-06-17

The Host

Filed under: Imaginary — liyiwei @ 3:03 pm
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A while ago I stumbled upon this trailer video of an upcoming movie, The Host, which turned out to be the film adaptation of the same titled novel by the very same author responsible for the hugely popular (in terms of box office, not critic) Twilight series.

Yes, I know a lot of people think Twilight is stupid and suitable for teenage girls only. I agree with that, after making a fatal mistake of actually buying a ticket to watch the first one in a movie theatre in Seattle during a raining evening. The weather and location turned out to be the main motivator, because the story backdrop happens in Seattle, in the thesis that lack of sunlight provides natural camouflage for the vampires. (I really want to advocate Beijing as a far better locale due to its heavy pollution, but let me not derail.)

The thing is, I really wanted to know why stories written by the author, Stephenie Meyer, tend to be so popular. There is no way I am even going to get near the Twilight books, but fortunately, The Host contains two major themes that I tend to enjoy, sci-fi, and conquering humans. So I read the book during a long distance flight.

I like the book tremendously, not just for the sci-fi and (conquering) human components. A theme that is really special behind many of these Stephenie Meyer stories is the study of relationships among entities that have quasi-human souls embedded in quasi-human forms. Like vampires + werewolves + humans (Twilight), or brain snatchers from outer space (The Host). So, essentially, these are romances embedded in an expanded sci-fi universe with extra dimensions for all the love, hate, and intrigue.

This being said, I still plan to allocate more my novel quota for Neal Stephenson. Brain snatchers are intriguing, but less so than brain computers who can alter the past and the future.

2012-03-29

Details

Filed under: Imaginary,Real — liyiwei @ 7:33 pm
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God is in the details
Devil is in the details
So which one will be there
When we look into the details

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